Dating someone again
I would give anything to be able to go back and choose. I do know after experience, I will not ever do this to someone again. I am too much of a lover to accept anything less than all-consuming love. Think about what your relationship and breakup taught you about what you want—and don't want.
Staying began to feel unfair to him, because I knew he wanted marriage and I couldn’t see that with him. I decided to FB message his best friend and tell him what was going on. “I had so hoped you would be the girl I marry.” Crushing someones dreams like that — I can hardly put it to words. If I had left that first week, it would have only been a tiny sting of rejection. I don’t think I can grow feelings for someone I am not that into in the beginning.
Right from the start, Mark spoiled me, treating me to a 100 dollar steak dinner on just the first date. I knew I wasn’t that attracted to him looks-wise or personality-wise, but I felt I should give him a shot. I wanted him to fully understand why I was leaving — I couldn’t see myself marrying him. I don’t believe in dating someone if I cant see myself marrying them one day.